Life is sometimes hard actually. Trying to cope is all we can do, but finding the successful strategies for it is not always easy. I will have to move forward in my life, separating from whom I thought was the love of my life because of his betrayals. He just wasn’t the person I thought he was. It is scary to think that no matter how long you’ve lived close to someone you can’t be sure to really know them. I try to be grateful today that I have my children to focus on. Because how much life seem to suck, sooner or later I will have to get up and make them dinner, wash their clothes or help with their homework.